Monday, March 30, 2009

 

This is the second time in the SAME day that I've logged in to vent my frustrations. ROOARR. Quite a feat to me. argghhhhh rooooaaarr... I'm wide awake, full of energy, but brain has totally refused any kind of thinking. brain, close, throat also close. No entry of food into mouth. Will vomit. Not even chocolate.

ahhh...i wanna play the piano

 

argh... wat am i doing wat am i doing wat am i doing wat am i doing. *pulls lotsa hair*

These days I keep waking up to the question of : What am I doing here? I keep questioning my mere existence in this big big world. What else can i do or contribute other than being a breathing machine and wasting electricity while typing reports, thus contributing even more to the carbon dioxide in the world?

Total sianz-ness..sian sian sian.. i can stare at the wall for hours and not move,not talk, not shit, Woot, total coolz-ness

ahhh ok, post is not making sense, disjointed sentences and lack of flow, just like the ism report i'm doing now grr..

I need a positive change to my life.. zpp says i'll find enlightenment in my grad trip..well hopefully..

ok back to writing