I'm so sucked in
Saturday, May 3, 2008
successfully screwed two papers, and on the way to screw my last paper too. shucks.
successfully got sucked into the whirlpool of the past, thanks to a great drama that I accidentally watched on tv and thus decided to start watching it online, even before exams start. BAD MOVE. I JUST KNEW IT.
Now my daily routine consists of waking up at ungodly hrs, study, then devote the rest of the night to watching this. I tried to stop, erm.. by watching episodes that I watched b4, but that only made things worse, cos I realised that the things that the characters say/do earlier had implications on later episodes, which I have watched, so which means, I got even more emotionally involved in the show, and just had to continue watching till the end. It doesn't help that it's 43 episodes, and the later parts (which I am watching now) are all tragically sad. So it;s just a cycle of watch and cry, watch and cry. Shucks, not good for mental health, too depressing.
I nv knew I had such powerful tear ducts till I watch this. I mean some movies/shows do make me tear too, but they movies are only one-off, and the shows are rather short. But omg, this is like....waterfall every now and then.
omg, shit, i need to get out of this whirlpool soon, but it seems like the only way to do it is to finish it, then I'll be emotionally settled. shit shit shit. More on it later. I shall finish it tonite!
successfully screwed two papers, and on the way to screw my last paper too. shucks.
successfully got sucked into the whirlpool of the past, thanks to a great drama that I accidentally watched on tv and thus decided to start watching it online, even before exams start. BAD MOVE. I JUST KNEW IT.
Now my daily routine consists of waking up at ungodly hrs, study, then devote the rest of the night to watching this. I tried to stop, erm.. by watching episodes that I watched b4, but that only made things worse, cos I realised that the things that the characters say/do earlier had implications on later episodes, which I have watched, so which means, I got even more emotionally involved in the show, and just had to continue watching till the end. It doesn't help that it's 43 episodes, and the later parts (which I am watching now) are all tragically sad. So it;s just a cycle of watch and cry, watch and cry. Shucks, not good for mental health, too depressing.
I nv knew I had such powerful tear ducts till I watch this. I mean some movies/shows do make me tear too, but they movies are only one-off, and the shows are rather short. But omg, this is like....waterfall every now and then.
omg, shit, i need to get out of this whirlpool soon, but it seems like the only way to do it is to finish it, then I'll be emotionally settled. shit shit shit. More on it later. I shall finish it tonite!