The 'OMG What am I doing here' post
Sunday, March 30, 2008
And I shud stop listening to Jac.ky Ch.eung's and A-m.ei's songs already, becos they are one of the few singers who can move me just by singing any song, which means that I'll just get all depressed and emo after listening them sing. And I cant afford to be emo now! Cos I cant work when I'm emo, I'll just sink into a whirlpool of sadness...
But I dun feel like listening to happy songs either, cos they make me jumpy and irritated when writing papers. I'm such fussy gal.
Oh, the radio's playing some medley of.... erm.. isit L.eo Ku now? it's been playing for more than 15 mins and if it doesn't stop playing, I'll be even more emo and type more nonsense.
OMG I feel like gg out to walk now. Shit shit.
Anw, was at the cemetery today to 扫墓, and I thought the rows of tombs out in the distance on a misty morning was kind of..... spectacular... I know I'm not supposed to say such things of burial grounds, but I'm not trying to be disrespectful here. What I'm trying to say is that...the scenery was nice.. and .. interesting... and I actually felt peace, a kind of peace that I've never felt before in my life, nor my previous visits there. It was a kind of peace with teeny bits of sadness, regret, escapism.. yet not confused, and it shocked me, cos of the usual negative connotations with graveyards. And it made me think of the Tang Chinese poem about 清明节。
Omg so 'retro'!! Radio's playing a snippet of xiao hu dui's qing ting fei. Remember wu qi long, A.lec Su and Ji.mmy Lin?? I dun noe when's the exact date the band's formed, but I recently realised that It's been 10 years, 10 long/short/freaking fast years since A.lec starred in the phenomenal huan zhu ge ge princess show!! The very show that made us fall head over heels with him and leo and watever his name is, of of course amused at xiaoyanzi's crazy antics to create trouble all the time. A.lec was 25 then, and he's freaking 35 now?? omg, 35 is like old to me, but he still looks like he's 25!! Why do everyone in xiao hu dui have baby faces?? Cant stand them, cos i want too!! hahaha.
So i googled and realised he's getting hotter now! Toned six packs and all, and 男人味 is oozing! yay! mummy says before that 20+ guys are rather cute, but the prime of their years is in 30+, when they really look like a man!! I totally agree!! Hawtt!! Now I really wished the 3 of them can come together and sing their band's songs.... missing them now..
Talking abt missing... I suddenly missed the time spent with certain frens in the past...really really miss it.. some of them, under various circumstances, have been rather out of touch these years/months.. oh gosh... my heart aches at the thought of missing u all...No matter what happened, those were the memories treasured.. really... U may not noe who you are, or u may not even be reading this, but I still miss you all.. 好怀旧..
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on a totally random note, that day I stayed back in sch to do research for all my modules and I was feeling thirsty and totally sian from flipping and flipping thru books and it was already 8pm. The milo monster in me roars (RAWWWR....) (omg so lame) and the vending machine beckons. Since I had a lot of coins, I used them to buy the can of milo which cost $1.10. So I was inserting coin after coin.. but the value remained at $1, with three 10 cents falling out of the machine. I thot: one more, one more coin only! So I re-insert the 10 cents but no mater which 10 cent I tried, and no matter which angle I inserted, they kept falling back out. I simply refused to settle for coffee, which is at $1, cos i dun need a caffeine boost and i just want me happy drink!! Then I sensed someone queuing behind me already. I tried a few more time but to no avail. So in a fit of frustration, I hit the coffee button -_-. I actually contemplated turning the coin return knob, but I thought maybe the guy behind will bash me up for not buying anything after fidgeting with the machine for soooo long.
I tell you that was the blandest coffee I've ever tasted.
Because I wanted it to taste like milo, but it didn't budge. Stubborn drink.
So I think my taste buds shut down and coffee became water instead. Grrrr.
This post is like totally bimbotic and whiny and not relating to each other at all. But I still took 1 hr to type it. wth. Actually had other things to blog abt, but shall not do it now, it's getting boring already
off to dreamland!
And I shud stop listening to Jac.ky Ch.eung's and A-m.ei's songs already, becos they are one of the few singers who can move me just by singing any song, which means that I'll just get all depressed and emo after listening them sing. And I cant afford to be emo now! Cos I cant work when I'm emo, I'll just sink into a whirlpool of sadness...
But I dun feel like listening to happy songs either, cos they make me jumpy and irritated when writing papers. I'm such fussy gal.
Oh, the radio's playing some medley of.... erm.. isit L.eo Ku now? it's been playing for more than 15 mins and if it doesn't stop playing, I'll be even more emo and type more nonsense.
OMG I feel like gg out to walk now. Shit shit.
Anw, was at the cemetery today to 扫墓, and I thought the rows of tombs out in the distance on a misty morning was kind of..... spectacular... I know I'm not supposed to say such things of burial grounds, but I'm not trying to be disrespectful here. What I'm trying to say is that...the scenery was nice.. and .. interesting... and I actually felt peace, a kind of peace that I've never felt before in my life, nor my previous visits there. It was a kind of peace with teeny bits of sadness, regret, escapism.. yet not confused, and it shocked me, cos of the usual negative connotations with graveyards. And it made me think of the Tang Chinese poem about 清明节。
Omg so 'retro'!! Radio's playing a snippet of xiao hu dui's qing ting fei. Remember wu qi long, A.lec Su and Ji.mmy Lin?? I dun noe when's the exact date the band's formed, but I recently realised that It's been 10 years, 10 long/short/freaking fast years since A.lec starred in the phenomenal huan zhu ge ge princess show!! The very show that made us fall head over heels with him and leo and watever his name is, of of course amused at xiaoyanzi's crazy antics to create trouble all the time. A.lec was 25 then, and he's freaking 35 now?? omg, 35 is like old to me, but he still looks like he's 25!! Why do everyone in xiao hu dui have baby faces?? Cant stand them, cos i want too!! hahaha.
So i googled and realised he's getting hotter now! Toned six packs and all, and 男人味 is oozing! yay! mummy says before that 20+ guys are rather cute, but the prime of their years is in 30+, when they really look like a man!! I totally agree!! Hawtt!! Now I really wished the 3 of them can come together and sing their band's songs.... missing them now..
Talking abt missing... I suddenly missed the time spent with certain frens in the past...really really miss it.. some of them, under various circumstances, have been rather out of touch these years/months.. oh gosh... my heart aches at the thought of missing u all...No matter what happened, those were the memories treasured.. really... U may not noe who you are, or u may not even be reading this, but I still miss you all.. 好怀旧..
.............
on a totally random note, that day I stayed back in sch to do research for all my modules and I was feeling thirsty and totally sian from flipping and flipping thru books and it was already 8pm. The milo monster in me roars (RAWWWR....) (omg so lame) and the vending machine beckons. Since I had a lot of coins, I used them to buy the can of milo which cost $1.10. So I was inserting coin after coin.. but the value remained at $1, with three 10 cents falling out of the machine. I thot: one more, one more coin only! So I re-insert the 10 cents but no mater which 10 cent I tried, and no matter which angle I inserted, they kept falling back out. I simply refused to settle for coffee, which is at $1, cos i dun need a caffeine boost and i just want me happy drink!! Then I sensed someone queuing behind me already. I tried a few more time but to no avail. So in a fit of frustration, I hit the coffee button -_-. I actually contemplated turning the coin return knob, but I thought maybe the guy behind will bash me up for not buying anything after fidgeting with the machine for soooo long.
I tell you that was the blandest coffee I've ever tasted.
Because I wanted it to taste like milo, but it didn't budge. Stubborn drink.
So I think my taste buds shut down and coffee became water instead. Grrrr.
This post is like totally bimbotic and whiny and not relating to each other at all. But I still took 1 hr to type it. wth. Actually had other things to blog abt, but shall not do it now, it's getting boring already
off to dreamland!