Saturday, January 26, 2008

 

Before I go on, I just spilled milk on myself cos I was drinking in the dark. -_-ll. Luckily my lappie din get it if not i'll scream. (and wake the whole hse up, and get a scolding).

Anyway, been damn busy recently. I'm very happy already if I get 5 hrs of sleep. Although I knew that it'll be a busy 2008 even before 2007 ends, I still got thrown a bit off course when the new year starts. And it doesn't help that I've got a damn lousy timetable. 5-day week, ending at 6pm everyday except monday, and having 4 hr to 6 hr break at least once or twice a week, every alternate week. With 3 100% CA modules, I hope I can survive, like seriously. With schoolwork like this, I ought to cut down on other areas of my life but no, I'm piling more work onto myself, rather voluntarily. Omg wad the hell am I doing??? But then again, since my future aft this sem is still rather undecided, I'd rather do whatever needs to be done now, or I'll never get the chance again.

Despite all these, I seem to be enjoying it... again, wad the bloody hell is wrong with me?? Am I turning into a workaholic or sth? And so, I'll be very busy up to CNY (why does xmas and CNY has to be soo close this time rd?), and then once it's over, it's time to prepare for the fieldtrip again, and after that, it's project project project. Lots of fieldwork expected! yay! Then exams, and then results, and then it's either I stay or go. Either way, I'll be busy. If i stay, I wish to go somewhere, internship or summer school during the vacation. If I go, I'll be caught up in job hunting..sigh..i dun wan!!

I seriously need to find time to do my readings, it's slowly but surely piling up, plus the very interesting books I've borrowed fr library. With CNY just around the corner, I've got to do things faster, quicker, swifter!! I should seriously start panicking already. There's spring cleaning, CNY shopping, etc etc. With so little time left, shopping has reduced to speed shopping at own time, own target. I could cover one entire shopping building within half an hour, if there's things for me to buy, maybe 45mins. Sometimes I shop so fast that I feel a little paiseh, cos I just zoomed into a shop, glanced ard, and exit if there's I want, it's like I've got no sincerity in buying.

Anyway, it suddenly hit me that I'm 22 this year. In 8 yrs time, I'll be 30. Shit. It's may seem very far now, but it's actually very near. What if I'm still not married by then??? What if I'm still single at 35?? omg, how am I gonna to have kids?? Shit. Haha, it seems that marriage is just a prerequisite to have kids. Actually, this obsession of me to have kids seems to come strangely, I dun even noe how it came abt. It's not as thou I like kids very much, in fact, I am neutral to kids. I dun really go gaga over babies in prams or things like that, but at least I dun hate them. It just seems that I want to have kids, like it's something definite that I want to accomplish in life. Perhaps it's the fact that I've seen my sister grow, and played a part in nurturing her, or maybe it's that I've seen how my cousins grow into amazing entities that I too, wanna try my hand at bringing up one. (HAHA it sounds like I'm a mad scientist who's trying to create some freak child)

So back to what I was saying, I need a plan B if I cant achieve the above. Let's see... ok, if I cant find a man to mate with me, morally, by the time i'm 32, I shall go for IVF, and hopefully it'll be legalised for singles in SG then. If not, I'll go adopting... and be the next Ange.lina Jo.lie. HAHA. I'll then be hot and sexy like her, but before that, I've got to go for breast enhancement and lip collagen, of course. Then I'll officially adopt the name: Pearlinio Queratino, with the 'r' in the last name to be pronounced in between a 'R' and a 'L', like Latin or Brazilian, or wherever the hot babes are from.

Woohoo that's my plan for 2008 and my ten-year plan. Pearlinio Queratino... I really like the ring to the name now. I think It's hot.

HAHA.

Monday, January 7, 2008

 

As mentioned before, I've always loved going to the airport, esp in the wee hours of the morning, because it's a different world inside, a stark contrast to the dark, lazy skies outside.

Such a rare opportunity dun come by often, so I made full use of it by detouring to Little India to see its morning glory.

Oh well, it wasn't that glorious. In fact, the air there was slow and lazy, in contrary to what I had thought of: teeming with migrant workers grocery shopping in Tekka, just like it definitely is in the evening. Perhaps I forgot that like Singaporeans, they would like to sleep in on a sunday morning too.

And so, a few bicycles cruised by. Samosas in hand, tea alia hooked by the handle, they rode on singlehandedly, while the stationary ones enjoy a weekend newspaper by the roadside.

Cars and pedastrians were few, and a slight breeze blew. Soon, the aroma of fresh, crisp roti prata beckons, but I did not succuumb to it. Continuing my leisure walk and taking in every sight, I wished I had a SLR to capture still shots of what I've seen.

The time slid by. Slowly but surely, the town woke. The traffic became heavier. Soon, the sun beats down with all its might at noon, and I know it's time to hide from it.

Watching the world rouse... seeing life at its simplicity.... Blissss....
An A-rated walk!