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Friday, June 22, 2007
well, standing at the last 3rd of this field studies trip, I've got lots of things to say, but i guess i cant really type it all out ya, it'll take ages..basically, i've learnt a lot, academic wise, social relations, friends, yada yada, and of course i can see myself much clearer now. it's been an experience i guess, thou I was kinda trapped in some kinda emotional shithole in bangkok(gosh, i think it's jus bangkok) which leads to the depressing previous post, i've enjoyed myself very much in the second part of the trip. I can already feel the difference once i set my foot on Chiang Mai, love it to bits!! Simply love its relaxing atmosphere. and Chiang Rai is a place that grows on u as u stay longer here, especially chiang khong(since i did my proj there wahaha)
If i could choose, i dun really feel gg back to sg, and i guess i wud have stayed on for at least one more mth to explore Chiangmai and Cambodia's Angkor Wat etc etc. but shit, there's field journal to submit, which is due like erm, 5 days after i touch down on sg.And the best part is, i havent started a single entry YET, oh crap. But still, i look forward to gg back home, to a place where all my very very loved ones are.
First thing to do when i arrive: have a fulfilling meal with baby sis, it doesn't matter if it's a simple home cooked meal or at the foodcourt (omg, thinking of the food there makes me wanna puke already), or if i'm feeling rich, at some restaurant. just wanna sit down and have a meal with her.
Second thing to do: take a long walk, really. I've been so deprived in Thailand that it so frustrating when u see a place ideal for a solitary long walk but u jus cant because u have to rush proj or it's jus isn't the right time of the day. ARGH. I even thot of where to walk in sg already can. i'm so deprived i even thot of jus throwing everything in the airport first and head down to changi beach straight. it's reallt nice in the evening. and this field studies made me realise even more that i really need to spend time with myself from time to time, if not i'll suffocate. HAHA..
anw, that's a lot of crap that i've jus typed, still have lots to say, but time's running out again. need to collect laundry and go for farewell dinner, something which i'm looking forward to cos i get to see my thai buddies again! again! again! yay, really appreciate their help, and hope to forge a stronger friendship with them.
well, standing at the last 3rd of this field studies trip, I've got lots of things to say, but i guess i cant really type it all out ya, it'll take ages..basically, i've learnt a lot, academic wise, social relations, friends, yada yada, and of course i can see myself much clearer now. it's been an experience i guess, thou I was kinda trapped in some kinda emotional shithole in bangkok(gosh, i think it's jus bangkok) which leads to the depressing previous post, i've enjoyed myself very much in the second part of the trip. I can already feel the difference once i set my foot on Chiang Mai, love it to bits!! Simply love its relaxing atmosphere. and Chiang Rai is a place that grows on u as u stay longer here, especially chiang khong(since i did my proj there wahaha)
If i could choose, i dun really feel gg back to sg, and i guess i wud have stayed on for at least one more mth to explore Chiangmai and Cambodia's Angkor Wat etc etc. but shit, there's field journal to submit, which is due like erm, 5 days after i touch down on sg.And the best part is, i havent started a single entry YET, oh crap. But still, i look forward to gg back home, to a place where all my very very loved ones are.
First thing to do when i arrive: have a fulfilling meal with baby sis, it doesn't matter if it's a simple home cooked meal or at the foodcourt (omg, thinking of the food there makes me wanna puke already), or if i'm feeling rich, at some restaurant. just wanna sit down and have a meal with her.
Second thing to do: take a long walk, really. I've been so deprived in Thailand that it so frustrating when u see a place ideal for a solitary long walk but u jus cant because u have to rush proj or it's jus isn't the right time of the day. ARGH. I even thot of where to walk in sg already can. i'm so deprived i even thot of jus throwing everything in the airport first and head down to changi beach straight. it's reallt nice in the evening. and this field studies made me realise even more that i really need to spend time with myself from time to time, if not i'll suffocate. HAHA..
anw, that's a lot of crap that i've jus typed, still have lots to say, but time's running out again. need to collect laundry and go for farewell dinner, something which i'm looking forward to cos i get to see my thai buddies again! again! again! yay, really appreciate their help, and hope to forge a stronger friendship with them.