Saturday, May 26, 2007

 

I guess i experienced the most intense feelings today, something like a emotional roller coaster. Feel like typing it out but all the intense feelings just wont translate into words now, but it's jus due to stressful grp proj, the worst ever grades and well...worry??

well, one thing i learnt today is that respondsibility comes with age. Not that i din noe that, but i learnt this in its full fury today. and i guess at this stage of my life, i simply cannot put everything down in singapore and 'enjoy' here, not when there are things to do at home.

I already see it coming when i called sis. A simple and excited and happy 'jie jie' jus melts my heart, and when her reply to my 'so wat did u eat today?' turns out to be unappetising, i jus lost it. And i want to do at the moment was just to fly back sg, cook for her and sit down to eat with her. jus a simple thing i cannot do. I dun even mind cooking dinner, thou it's the most hated meal that i have to prepare back in sg. well haha...

but i guess i'm fine now, after a bath and letting it all out to my sis. i mean i have to be fine to continue rite? so yea, no worries!! :)