Saturday, May 26, 2007

 

I guess i experienced the most intense feelings today, something like a emotional roller coaster. Feel like typing it out but all the intense feelings just wont translate into words now, but it's jus due to stressful grp proj, the worst ever grades and well...worry??

well, one thing i learnt today is that respondsibility comes with age. Not that i din noe that, but i learnt this in its full fury today. and i guess at this stage of my life, i simply cannot put everything down in singapore and 'enjoy' here, not when there are things to do at home.

I already see it coming when i called sis. A simple and excited and happy 'jie jie' jus melts my heart, and when her reply to my 'so wat did u eat today?' turns out to be unappetising, i jus lost it. And i want to do at the moment was just to fly back sg, cook for her and sit down to eat with her. jus a simple thing i cannot do. I dun even mind cooking dinner, thou it's the most hated meal that i have to prepare back in sg. well haha...

but i guess i'm fine now, after a bath and letting it all out to my sis. i mean i have to be fine to continue rite? so yea, no worries!! :)

Monday, May 14, 2007

 

hello cyberworld!!! here's my first little shout out to this world! helloooo....

anw, i did not really like the idea of having a blog online, cos the cyberworld is something intangible that I cant really grasp, but oh well, since i was away for quite a long time, this is just a space for my rantings and for updates for friends and family.

Anw, fieldtrip was so far so good, i mean i'm not really enjoying very very much, esp when i wake up every morning with a mixed feeling of dread and excitement of wat the day wud bring me.

OH oh, RRRRRRRRR!!!! ARE U STILL WORKING ON MY BLOG DESIGN???!!!! i'm anticipating my new blogskin!!!!! faster faster!!!! ohoh and can i have a tag board pls???

anw, jus a quick update on everything here so far:

Day 1 was a last min hectic packing in the morning before cabbing to the budget terminal. I duno whether if it's been too long since i've taken a plane, i felt quite excited as the plane lifted off the ground.

Day 2-3 in Krabi was real relaxing as we had to wait for the 2nd day grp to arrive and it's jus free and easy.

Days in Khao Lak Tsunami Volunteer Centre was just feeding the big big mosquitoes and hard labour of construction work. but the last day spent at the beach with nice big waves was really therapautic and it makes me wanna wakeboard!!! Too bad that the beach was jus too small to walk, something that i've yearned for sooo long even before the exams.

anw, i've still got a lot of things to say but time's running short here, and i think i shud be gg back my room soon. Jus to let u all noe that, u all are deeply missed... truly...

and dear sis, stop taking too much maggi mee k? dun skip meals too k, even if compass pt food is pukish enuff, still must eat k???